Etc: if one searches sincerely, prayerfully, patiently, humbly, with willingness to write and follow (practice) what you learn is true, there is much available!

• Sometimes it can take years or waiting until the next life to find a particular answer, but often not.
• A relevant talk: "Come join with us" (& doubt your doubts before doubting your faith; audio and different languages are available for all these talks)
• I can see why some would be skeptical, after observing some things in history. But we don't judge God based on what humans do, but...